2002-01-05 (Saturday) - 7:24 p.m.

I am probably not going to kill myself tonight.

For most of today I couldn't really imagine any way but suicide out of this situaion. It hass been that bad of a day and it would be safe to say that my feelings were similar to those expressed in my first entry on December 21.

Now, however, after a long walk, I am feeling better and think that I am going to go home and do some reading. I don't know how much longer I can continue living my life.

email me if you care to,
micah

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